is it ?? real….

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So another day has come but not yet gone.

all I do is wonder, worry, and plan

about, who, over what..

This I just do not know.

I love but I hate

I cry yet I am the cause

When do we know

when do we know  

WHEN 

will it be okay. Will I be back

Am i really back 

do i really care

do you really care

what is caring 

Do I love again

I just do not know 

McDonalds and me

Just me at Micky D’s . I come here everyday after I hit the “program”.. To wait on that stupid bus! Then off to Pops place to wait on the fake weed store to fucking open. I try not to be a junky but that spice (fake weed) helps my nerves.

people are quick to judge but in reality they trying to hide their own mis – comings.. So when u are judged, look to see who your accuser is.. then smile cause every minus is a future plus
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Things ain’t cool when you’re walking the same street as a 2 year old and run across this little tid pit..Times have changed did we get very far … When will the children come to know love

It’s really up to us the children of the past..

Seems like it was yesterday, when worries came in the form of a phone call from a teacher or if such and such likes me … Not survival… and that is what it has become a fight just to survive and I tell ya if not for my grandma I dont know what I would do.. And even she is out for her self at times.. Love needs to be put in the air

I just think that we are doomed ya dig

find love and hold on tight

yours truly

the SELFPROPHET

   

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I love living in the city of love! I don’t mean v-day love either… Heroin isn’t why i love the city its what it has made me into that i love b more for.. It made me realize drugs suck! Made me come to the conclusion that I am a strong guy that I can help ppl. This blog is about an X con X drug dealers life in Baltimore! I get my methadone so what im not selling or abusing it, so all you haters get the fuck over it
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the love I have for you dad.. when I see the wedding picture im saddened by the way Donna is with me.. Dad I love you and you love her so I would not tell her off, but… it bugs me
you love me so much so how, you know i do know how she feels, I felt the same and I loved the person but hated the .. you get it.. at least I nipped the bud ..
she didn’t it was a long time she dealt with me being a hurricane…i was wrong in how i acted but if  lifestyle had been different i would have never done the things that they let me i know it was wrong to be crazy like i was…. but she was in a whirl wind too, enjoying the buzz, how dare she judge me how dare she !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Originally posted on CNN Security Clearance:

By Elise Labott

World powers plan to make Iran a “serious” offer of economic incentives at talks next week on its nuclear program, Western officials tell CNN.

In exchange for easing of sanctions barring trade with Iran in gold and other precious metals, the so-called P5+1 diplomatic bloc of countries wants Iran to shut its underground enrichment facility at Fordo, near the holy city of Qom and ship out its stockpile of uranium enriched to 20% purity, the officials said.

The group, comprised of Britain, China, France, Germany, Russia and the United States, plans to deliver the offer at talks next Tuesday in Almaty, Kazakhstan.

READ: Iran installing advanced centrifuges ahead of talks

The offer presents a slightly revised package to the one presented to Iran last year during talks in Moscow, Baghdad and Istanbul, in which the group proposed fuel for a medical reactor and easing sanctions on aviation…

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one of the prisons they held me captive at

one of the prisons they held me captive at

As much as I try not to get angry with ppl I do!! I mean some people are just so stinking dumb, how can you not become angry with them. Thing is , anger is so negative   I have been having a problem here lately with being negative. So I have decided to be positive. Think in a positive manner, do positive things because as you know what you give this life, that is what life will give you .. I just have to keep reminding myself that.. I love to write as well as take pictures ,so that is one positive thing I am going  to do more, well two things.. Write and take and edit my pictures.. The way I look at things is like this… Our body is a vessel that holds good and bad.. The more bad the less good there is inside your heart.. To have a better life or should I say feel less dirty is simple replace the evil with good. At first its hard but just like with anything once you start it becomes a GOOD habit..

  Being negative is so much easier than being positive , does that tell you anything ?.. Let me put it this way , you can not have a nice house if you put no effort into getting  one .. Same thing with life, you put no effort into having a good one , then you get what is given, and that is usually shit..

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be great!!!! —- full and then you will be great

sitting at McDonalds thinking about lifesdeath aka living. As humans some times we feel as though we cannot live without somethings/ someone. But we really can live without. I think bout it a lot because i am not working, and i feel as though i cannot live without my gadget.. Really I can, I just don’t wanna. My point is, I should just be thankful I’m alive and get to spend time w/ the ones I love. It’s not true for all but I’m blessed and I know things will be great… DO YOU KNOW IT IF NOT PRAY
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