Israel just like appartied South Africa

You know what bugs me.. If you mention that what Israel does wrong to the Palestinian People .. You are labeled,  can people not see what the government of Israel is doing to its people by brainwashing them saying everyone hates jews and they have to be ready for war. That is a Zionist agenda and it’s ethnic cleansing is wrong, it’s not Jews but the Jewish leadership. They teach hatful ways, and they are nuclear armed. We should put sanctions on them,. I am a follower of our King ( not our God) YESHUA son of JAH .. I worship JAH, so I understand where the Zionist come from, no not come from but think the way they do. The way they do it by using lethal forth  just like a NAZI

I say Israel Grow up .. Get over it it won’t happen again, but you are harming people in the same manner your just disguising it better


Reason for the blog

For me everything must have a reason, or I go nuts thinking of one for whatever it is I had encountered.  I want everyone to see the world through the eyes of a x con.

What is the difference of a  x con and a con, and why does it even matter. A con or convict ( and these definitions are slang terms, reason being is that is the way I am using these terms ) is someone who is in jail or prison or even free that think the way of a criminal but not just anyone but one   that sticks to the code. But he is still a criminal. An x con may stick to the code but he is no longer breaking laws and he/ she wants to leave that law breaking life behind. But like I said he sticks to the code no matter what he does, the code helps you be succesful in life. Just because you are a criminal does not mean you are a con.

This world is hard to make it in and I want others to see my struggles and my victories, because it is a lot harder for a guy like me to make it even though I would not even think of doing some of the things I did in the past then it is for someone with no record. But is that fair. It is supposed to be an equal opportunity country but it my pal is not.

I know how it works as soon as they see felon on my application, it’s over for me. Thing that sucks is I am bonded ( an insurance that protects the company you work for from you breaking or stealing some stuff. So really I should be hired fast but they ( employers ) do not even get that far to see that I am bonded, on top if that I am a skilled worker when it comes to painting and lawn care and i have great computer ability.. Any damn way I am not trying to promote myself so I’ll stop there.

I just want you to see the world as I DO.

There are so many things that if viewed with our heart or even focused our soul on it we may just may even save ourselves !!


sad but true ( fix your kid if you do not want this to happen )

Cara and I broke up around two damn months ago you would think I would be over talking about it by now right. But I was thinking of sending her a letter to make her feel good, I mean I did end it because i couldn’t get my self to like her kid again. I feel bad about that, but what am I going to do be miserable the rest of my life so I don’t hurt someone’s feelings. I almost did it..! The kid was unbearable, it sucked because she was not always like  that just the last couple of months after she found out how to lie and throw fits when she does not get her way, you can thank her staying at her grandma’s all day thanks to Cara sleeping till one pm. Well to give the girl a break she did work from 2 am untill 6 am but I did too and didn’t sleep all that much that is nasty to me sleeping like that, makes me resent sleeping.

I am not writing this to complain about them because I did love them, I just wanted to say I think I am going to write her a nice letter pointing out all the things I loved about her. Which there was more things I loved than didn’t but one of the things was a big deal THE KID

When her and I were alone we had the best times until the end when she just slept when we were alone, and sex yuck I hated it with her I felt like she was rapping me, and what was baffling was she thought it was great. anyway I do want her to feel good she is an awesome person that I do love.

Plus I think that what I put forth will help get me happy again on the inside. Another words instead of hurting her I want to make her feel good.

Too many people when they break up want to crush their X, not me I feel worse doing that though sometimes I enjoy it, but looking back I hate when I do it so no more of that for me.

Well I think I am done writing for you and I am going to write a nice letter saying how much I do care and how great she is. Which she really was, she was personality wise a great girlfriend , but her kid is so annoying I can’t take it.. Sad but true and the kid loves me .. Once again SAD but TRUE