Its gone

Lifes death
But i came to win
Lifes gone..
Lifes dead?
But it cant be..
Without you
What can I do…
Lifes death
Gone and forgotten is the way
Of
Lifes death…

is it ?? real….

So another day has come but not yet gone.

all I do is wonder, worry, and plan

about, who, over what..

This I just do not know.

I love but I hate

I cry yet I am the cause

When do we know

when do we know  

WHEN 

will it be okay. Will I be back

Am i really back 

do i really care

do you really care

what is caring 

Do I love again

I just do not know 

McDonalds and me

Just me at Micky D’s . I come here everyday after I hit the “program”.. To wait on that stupid bus! Then off to Pops place to wait on the fake weed store to fucking open. I try not to be a junky but that spice (fake weed) helps my nerves.

people are quick to judge but in reality they trying to hide their own mis – comings.. So when u are judged, look to see who your accuser is.. then smile cause every minus is a future plus

TIMES

Things ain’t cool when you’re walking the same street as a 2 year old and run across this little tid pit..Times have changed did we get very far … When will the children come to know love

It’s really up to us the children of the past..

Seems like it was yesterday, when worries came in the form of a phone call from a teacher or if such and such likes me … Not survival… and that is what it has become a fight just to survive and I tell ya if not for my grandma I dont know what I would do.. And even she is out for her self at times.. Love needs to be put in the air

I just think that we are doomed ya dig

find love and hold on tight

yours truly

the SELFPROPHET

   

I love living in the city of love! I don’t mean v-day love either… Heroin isn’t why i love the city its what it has made me into that i love b more for.. It made me realize drugs suck! Made me come to the conclusion that I am a strong guy that I can help ppl. This blog is about an X con X drug dealers life in Baltimore! I get my methadone so what im not selling or abusing it, so all you haters get the fuck over it
SELF PROPHET

the love I have for you dad.. when I see the wedding picture im saddened by the way Donna is with me.. Dad I love you and you love her so I would not tell her off, but… it bugs me
you love me so much so how, you know i do know how she feels, I felt the same and I loved the person but hated the .. you get it.. at least I nipped the bud ..
she didn’t it was a long time she dealt with me being a hurricane…i was wrong in how i acted but if  lifestyle had been different i would have never done the things that they let me i know it was wrong to be crazy like i was…. but she was in a whirl wind too, enjoying the buzz, how dare she judge me how dare she !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

upwards …

up in the ally !!!

the look ….           😦

one of the prisons they held me captive at

As much as I try not to get angry with ppl I do!! I mean some people are just so stinking dumb, how can you not become angry with them. Thing is , anger is so negative   I have been having a problem here lately with being negative. So I have decided to be positive. Think in a positive manner, do positive things because as you know what you give this life, that is what life will give you .. I just have to keep reminding myself that.. I love to write as well as take pictures ,so that is one positive thing I am going  to do more, well two things.. Write and take and edit my pictures.. The way I look at things is like this… Our body is a vessel that holds good and bad.. The more bad the less good there is inside your heart.. To have a better life or should I say feel less dirty is simple replace the evil with good. At first its hard but just like with anything once you start it becomes a GOOD habit..

  Being negative is so much easier than being positive , does that tell you anything ?.. Let me put it this way , you can not have a nice house if you put no effort into getting  one .. Same thing with life, you put no effort into having a good one , then you get what is given, and that is usually shit..

be great!!!! —- full and then you will be great

sitting at McDonalds thinking about lifesdeath aka living. As humans some times we feel as though we cannot live without somethings/ someone. But we really can live without. I think bout it a lot because i am not working, and i feel as though i cannot live without my gadget.. Really I can, I just don’t wanna. My point is, I should just be thankful I’m alive and get to spend time w/ the ones I love. It’s not true for all but I’m blessed and I know things will be great… DO YOU KNOW IT IF NOT PRAY
——SELF PROPHET